Reader,
Calling and career aren't the same thing.
Career is what you do. The title, the specialty, the institution, the RVUs, the productivity metrics. Career is measurable.
Calling is why you do it. The internal reason you walked into medicine. The thing that makes you stay even when the career part is grinding.
They can coexist. For most physicians, they do — at least for a while.
But career can erode calling. Not all at once. Slowly. Visit by visit, inbox by inbox, year by year. Until one day there's a distance between what you actually do in clinic and why you became a physician that feels permanent.
That distance isn't apathy. It's structural erosion. And it's reversible.
But you have to name it first.
If there's a gap between your calling and your current clinical reality, reply and tell me how wide it is.
–Ryan
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